God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow,sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Randoms Thoughts !

1. Today has been a rough day for me. I remember it like it was yesterday, going into the Dr. office to have an ultrasound and them tell us that we might have lost the babies, so they sent us over the the hospital to have an in depth one done and that look on the techs face told it all. Today marks 3 months since our loss. Our twins are now in the arms of God our Father in Heaven. I can't wait to see them again and hold them in my arms one day. Just knowing that they are safe and being able to see them again one day give me some peace. I pray that God continues to give me strength and hope in the days to come. I also pray that he gives us our miracles children some day soon to enjoy here on earth.

2. I got a call today about the job and I GOT IT! Yeah, I am very excited, to have a fresh start, and new challenges in my life. I am going to give my 2 wks notice tomorrow at my current job, Please say a pray for me, as I am a little nervous.
It will be nice to be only be 5 minutes from home, especially in the winter and they gave a pay increase then what I am making now, so that's a plus. I start on November the 10th.

3. My nephew Nathan goes to Riley Hospital in Indianapolis Indiana ( it is a childrens hospital with specialist) on December the 19th so please remember him, please. He is doing okay. Please see post:Baby Nathan, to see why he is going there.

4. I am thankful for those that read my blog and leave comments, you are a great blessing to me with your words of encouragement and thoughts. I am blessed to have blogging friends that know exactly what I am going through in this world of Infertility and loss as well as everyday life.

5. I am happy to say that I have started Christmas shopping early this year. I have told myself that I would always get started buying thing early, and it never happens, but this year I did. I can't believe how fast the year has gone.

Well I hope that everyone is having a good hump day, the weekend is almost upon us again, yeah.


Melanie said...

Congrats on the JOB!!! God is faithful and what was on your heart is YOURS! Thank you Lord. I know how you are feeling today with our losses.. One day we will be able to have little ones here on earth... It's all in His hands! God bless. Oh about your nephew what is Riley?

Kate&CodyWhite said...

Congrats on the Job sweetie! Yay that is so awesome and I am so proud of you :) We are praying for Nathan and thinking of you on this great new job and still in need of comfort day for the twins. Hugs!

Melanie said...

Congrats on the new job! I am so excited for you!

Jim and April said...

yay for you and your new job! Congrats! I hope it works out well for you!

jubilee said...

Congrats on the job! Woot!

Teresa said...

Wishing you a big fat congrats on the new job!! I'm so sorry about your babies. Double heartache. I will pray for God to continually wrap His arms around you. I'm trying to be a follower of your blog, but it won't let me! Dang it, I'll keep trying :)

Hope2morrow said...

I can only imagine how difficult this day must be for you. I'm sorry for your pain. Those babies know how much you loved them, dear.

Yeah! Congrats on the job. Closer to home and more money- God played a part in this one!

AmandaHoyt said...

Hi Jen,
I found your blog from Melanie's and am glad to "meet" you. I am so sorry for the loss of your twins. They are now safe in Heaven with our Lord. I lost my tiny baby in March and just yesterday survived what was to be his due date. Just know that I'm here if you need to chat.
Congrats on the new job!
Hugs and prayers,